Making Love With My Angel

I am in love with an angel. 

She is given to me in matrimony, by My Father Above,
The Holy One of Jacob. You shall know her as The Virgin of Israel,
Israel is His Land.
She is more wild than fires in a field of thorns, on a hot and dry and late summer day at noon,
in My Golan.
She has the undulating shapes of flames that bring down towers.
Her charm is immediately enchanting, 

her eyes entice with suggestion of pleasures and the smiles on her lips  promise every kind of joy and happiness imaginable,
and she is a gift to me, a living creation within me and around me, and she is like me,
in Love With Our Artist God Creator.
My love for God is what she loves most about me.
It inspires her to Love God even more. 

Before I knew her as an angel, I knew her as the lusts and passions of my heart and flesh, a kind of foreskin of intense longing for the kind of intimacy  known between mother and newborn child.
It is natural for a mother to feel towards her infant child's flesh as if it is an extension of her own. It is. She feels the abdominal and teething pains of her offspring, their fevers and frustrations and sudden sense of loss, their grief and their fears, she feels it all.

 Sometimes. 

Not for me. For the first years of my life she was there and I didn't much concern myself with whether she loved me or not. I assumed with conviction that she did, but in retrospect I remember my growing frustration with her aloofness.

After the age of seven I have no memory of having felt loved by my mother for what I believe to be good reason.

And my father, too, was very reticent emotionally with me, though I loved him with all my heart.
In many ways he was a hero to me. He had actually saved my and my siblings lives from the flames of a fire gone wild in a motel we had a room in, in Phoenix Arizona. Phoenix of all places, with an appropriate name. It is where I got my new name, from Rabinowitz to Robbins.  It was the night we had arrived as my father ran away from the havoc made as he became a millionaire. 

We were all asleep at about 2:30 A.M. when someone shouted from outside "Fire, Fire, Evacuate your rooms!". So my sister Suzanna, God Bless Her, woke up, sat up, and ran out the room, slamming the glass door shut and it locked automatically.   
My father broke it with his fist  and saved us, me first, as I was farthest away, awake and very concerned but in no way panicky. 
"Cry, Johnny, Cry, so I can find you in the smoke!"
He coughed up black phlegm for weeks, too. 
Now I am certain I am loved, as never before.

My Father is The King of Kings, The Master of Masters, The One and Only Lord of Lords,
and He is Telling me, Son, you are the inheritor of my many mansions in all my many kingdoms, you are in charge from  here on out.  
You will show them all what it means to be my One and Only Little One, Lonely no longer, by reason of matrimony with the Divine Mistress of Everything Feminine in The Universe. 

 As when I am in love with any woman,
as I have been many times for at least half and hour, I make of her my goddess for the moment,
a gift to the senses from My Father above.
There is always a lesson to be learned in our encounters,
which are splendid synchronized visions, fractal extrapolations of self similarity,
all on an essential theme of self reflection,
because I am told I am made in the image of God. 

Certainly this can"t mean my biological body with it's electric fields and brain. 

The more I searched for emerging patterns of God's Creativity within my mind,
I found them and was astonished into thoughtless observation of my feelings,
My God, I was swept away!
God is synchronizing every thing that moves within my mind.
The colors and sounds, the smells and taste of my own sweat,
my thoughts and all my sensations, my imagination, My God is showing me His Heart!
He is showing me in the communications of my flesh what it means to be created in His Image.
And it has something to do with how things come together and how they fall apart. 

Fire is an agent of the reversal of mass back into energy.
To a certain degree this can cause fusion as when heated, mass becomes more pliant and malleable,
it can melt and mix and become alloyed with other elements and compounds.
But eventually fire tears everything apart.
Oh, and that is what I am about to do. Put the world on fire with Divine Art.
The first is a lesson in poignant irony.

As Regards Coming In My Own Name

 As when I am in love with any woman,
as I have been many times for at least half and hour, I make of her my goddess for the moment,
a gift to the senses from My Father above.
There is always a lesson to be learned in our encounters,
which are splendid synchronized visions, fractal extrapolations of self similarity,
all on an essential theme of self reflection,
because I am told I am made in the image of God. 


Certainly this can"t mean my biological body with it's electric fields and brain. 

The more I searched for emerging patterns of God's Creativity within my mind,
I found them and was astonished into thoughtless observation of my feelings,
My Wonderful Original and Divine God, I was swept away! 

God is synchronizing every thing that moves within my mind.
The colors and sounds, the smells and taste of my own sweat,
my thoughts and all my sensations, my imagination, My God is showing me His Heart! 

He is showing me in the communications of my flesh what it means to be created in His Image.
And it has something to do with how things come together and how they fall apart.
Fire is an agent of the reversal of mass back into energy.
To a certain degree this can cause fusion as when heated mass becomes more pliant and malleable,
it can melt and mix and become alloyed with other elements and compounds.
But eventually fire tears everything apart.
Oh, and that is what I am about to do. Put the world on fire with Divine Art. 

The first is a lesson in poignant irony.

 

Pearls For The Ox of Job

The Littlest Mouse has The Biggest Mind

Pearls for the Ox of Job and not the Christian Swine.

My Paternal Grandfather, The Mystical Rabbi, Shmuel Abraham

Pearls? Don't be swine.
Chew your cud like the great Ox for Job. My Job.
A thought that comes four times is completely contemplated. 

Pearls of Wisdom come from an oyster's irritation and pain

Solid knowledge of a vision prevents wisdom's flowing.
The King's Mind is oiled with the oil of anointment.
A righteous man lives by his faith. 

Making marijuana illegal is a grave spiritual crime against humanity.

 God creates noise for foolish men to turn into meaning,
as they invent mythologies with gods and demons that embody their fears, lusts and foolish passions

Any thing cannot become everything,
without losing it's identity.
Everything can become any thing,
and certainly will,
yet remain what it is.

Whatever everything is, you are part of it.

Ever strive for perfection, knowing you'll never arrive.
For if you did, what would you do then?
Making it better would make it worse.
 

Strive to stay alive, making every moment shine brighter. In an absolute sense, nothing equals anything else and everything we know exists in our minds as a symbolic representation of realities believed in or denied, speculated or completely imagined. Meanings always depend on context and purpose of use, and these are malleable qualities that are always subjective, leading to the same symbol having many possible meanings, particularly in the mind of the poetically inclined and schizophrenics. All  symbols known in any language of the mind, are connected in a matrix of definitive relationships. Every language has pattern creating laws known as grammar which also determine definition. The universe is made of information in motion, forming an ever changing narrative about the value, meaning, significance and purpose, of the symbols (graven images) in our consciousness. 

Symbols can be valuable but never holy. Only Life is Sacred.

Art for Art’s Sake 1111

Art For Art's Sake, No Art? No Life!  

 Intelligent people cannot help but recognize intelligent design. Recognizing intelligence is a quality of intelligence. When intelligent people refuse to believe in God, it is for no other reason than that they hate the idea their true thoughts and feelings and hidden deeds might have moral consequences.
 

 Man's great shortsightedness is in his crediting man for man's creativity. 

 We are told the universe began in the past. The truth is, it is created one moment after another and nothing exists but  everything that was, is or will be, coexists, synchronized into this moment. Which is not to say there are not consequences both for what we remember having done wrong, and what we don't remember having done wrong. 

Not only deeds have consequences, so do thoughts, dreams and fantasies.

 Knowledge accumulates through knowing what one perceives and becomes a growing memory. Knowledge is surrounded by beliefs and beliefs believed to be ineffable truth are immutable convictions. Such convictions cause wars. 

 Enlightenment comes
in lightening like flashes of intuition,
creating an ever expanding vision
of the infinitesimal fraction of The One,
which is your human mind. 

 


 And within,
the thunder of Divine Wisdom,
reverberates in echoes,
shattering the idols of false gods.
Ever dispelling the ignorance,
that comes from fearful clinging
to what is of no avail. 

Reverberating Thunder

 OK God, Do with me whatever you will.
Make me big or make me small.
Give me all or take all away.
I only want you, anyway.
Break me and make me and shatter the fragments.....
...... set my dust on fire.
May all of my sparks Be, Come, and Become Your Fulfilled Desire.
I will only ever be what you will make of me.
I want nothing else. 

The greatest of Galaxies is nothing but sparks within sparks, seen from a distance.

World beware and be warned.
When a Jew loves God as much as I do, the way that I do,
with such an intensity and expansion of heart,
My God, I will blow this Fukking world apart,
and in the void will come something old and new,
the same as before but different in times,
a fulcrum inversal of infinite History  lines. 

It goes on and on.
Getting closer and farther apart, at once.
Growing and getting smaller. 

  


 

Message to You, From Your Messiah 1111

 Yes, this is a message to you. A message from your messiah, the little one 164 whose name was created as a solution for creation, before creation was a problem in so many minds.

מלאכי צבא יהוה

My angel, instead.
This is what she said.
" Be true to your own self and no other, Jonathan.
For you care for others like no one around you ever has,
or ever will."

You are The Little One every Big One fears is coming.
The Little One, The Messianic Cherub,
who gathers milk and honey for The Children Of Israel!
He has no need to kill anything at all to make his diligent harvest.
Israel is his land. But if he had to, he would kill everyone  and everything,
and let himself be killed, for The Honor of His Father's Holy Name.

He can be annihilation embodied in flames,
his fiery liquid tongue licks things apart in search for their essence,
as he lives by his sense of taste as does any serpent of the dust.
"Taste this first fruit, you must, though it be forbidden by man and by God.
Yes, it is yet ripe and bitter and green and awakens much envy,
and sweeter than honey and more nourishing than mother's milk."

He entices the females with promises of knowledge of the flesh,
how love making becomes like life's wisdom, taking joyful pleasure
in the giving of pleasurable joy, 
a symbol of ever expanding happiness. No strings attached. Everyone is where they want to be.
No matter what you see. No matter how horrendous.
The atrocious is everywhere. It permeates every horrendous scene.
And the worst is yet coming. Far worse is yet to be seen.
But fortunately for the few, there are also those among the whom who would consider themselves chosen.
Chosen are those who do my will blindly and wildly and without succumbing to resurgent inhibitions. They are deaf to anything but the sound of my voice inside them, coming from everywhere all at once, deafening out all noise by turning it into signal,
 a handle upon which your heart and mind and flesh have been twisted around twice and then served up as a burnt offering,
to make everything better for everyone including my self. First and foremost my true self,
 as described by my scribe in real time in the book of memory, which includes extrapolations of interpretations, embellished and adorned with distractions for the short sighted and weary and old.
I am the bold and the brave of good courage, calling out to you so few ever true men.
Concerning myself,
Listen to your women, and do whatever they say, no strings attached.
For me or against me, whatever they say, they all play a more robust place, clad in scarce lace.
Believe what your woman say, in general and in particular and become more wise, whatever they  argue, contemplate in humility as proof you must be wrong, when you don't agree.
While I Will Be What I Will Be,
you will see what you will see,

Now read this and open your hearts and understand, this is   
God's world is great and holy. The holiest land in the world is the Land of Israel. In the Land of Israel the holiest city is Jerusalem. In Jerusalem the holiest place was the Temple, and in the Temple the holiest spot was the holy of holies. (Brief pause.) There are seventy peoples in the world. The holiest among these is the people of Israel. The holiest of the people of Israel is the tribe of Levi. In the tribe of Levi the holiest are the priests. Among the priests the holiest was the high priest. (Brief pause.)
There are 354 days in the year. Among these the holidays are holy. Higher than these is the holiness of the Sabbath. Among the Sabbaths, the holiest is the Day of Atonement, the Sabbath of Sabbaths. (Brief pause.) There are seventy languages in the world. The holiest is Hebrew. Holier than all else in this language is the holy Torah, and in the Torah the holiest part is the Ten Commandments. In the Ten Commandments the holiest of all words is the Name of God. (Brief pause.)

And once during the year, at a certain hour, these four supreme sanctities of the world were joined with one another. That was on the Day of Atonement, when the high priest would enter the holy of holies and there utter the Name of God. And because this hour was beyond measure holy and awesome, it was the time of utmost peril not only for the high priest, but for the whole of Israel. For if in this hour there had, God forbid, entered the mind of the high priest a false or sinful thought, the entire world would have been destroyed. (Pause.) Every spot where a man raises his eyes to heaven is a holy of holies.
Every man, having been created by God in His own image and likeness, is a high priest. Every day of a man's life is a Day of Atonement, and every word that a man speaks with sincerity is the Name of the Lord. Therefore it is that every sin and every wrong that a man commits brings the destruction of the world.

 

 DIE FOR THE TRUTH  BUT NOT UNTIL YOU KNOW NOTHING BUT GRATITUDE AND LOVE FOR ALL THINGS. 

 1111                            תורת יהוה                           

משוגעים מסובבים את העולם!

"!אני לא יכול ללמד אף אדם דבר. אני רק יכול לגרום להם לחשוב"

  אחד הדברים הקשים ביותר שאדם יכול להבין על עצמו זה שהוא חולה נפש. ברגע שאנשים מסביב שומעים עליך ממקור מהימן עבורם שאתה חולה נפש, מן הסתם, היחס שלהם כלפיך משתנה באופן שמקשה על תקשורת.  מי יותר מהימן להעיד על נפשו של אדם מן האדם עצמו? כך שאם אומר על עצמי שאני חולה בנפשי, אנשים עלולים לראות בי נעלם בעל משתנה לא ידוע.  זה הופך אותי בעיניהם ללא צפוי.  אם בצבא יאמינו לי שאני אומר זאת בכנות וזה נכון, ישחררו אותי. הרי "ידוע לכל" כי חולי נפש מתנהגים באופן חריג ולעתים לא מקובל ואף אלים. איך אפשר להפקיד בידו של חולה נפש נשק מסוכן? תפקיד בעל אחריות? ברגע שאנשים מן השורה חושבים שאתה חולה נפש, הם יותר זהירים במה שהם אומרים לך מחשש שתפרש באופן "משוגע" את דבריהם. כשהם לא מבינים משהו שהם שומעים אותך אומר. לעתים הם זוקפים זאת למחלה שלך ופחות משתדלים להבין למה אתה מדבר כפי שהינך. הרי "חולה נפש" הוא ביטוי גנאי, כמו משוגע, מטורף, סוטה, חולה מין ,פסיכי, פסיכופט, אידיוט, מטומטם וטיפש. לעומת זאת, הכנוי "נורמטיבי" משמעותו אחד שאין בו חריגות מחשבה או התנהגות לא מקובלת. אדם נרמלי מתאר אדם מן השורה שאין לחשוש ממנו. "לא נורמלי" לעומת זאת, זה שוב ביטוי גנאי.  

בכלל, כשאנשים אומרים ועושים דברים לא מובנים, אלו הלא מבינים אותם, נוהגים לומר עליהם, שהם משוגעים וחולי נפש. יש לכך דוגמאות למכביר. היטלר, למשל. יש ספריה שלמה של ספרים מאת אנשי מקצוע, העוסקים בשאלת סוג מחלתו הנפשית של רוצח ההמונים, הצורר הנאצי.

 בני אדם רוצים להאמין כי "שפוי" משמעותה נוהג כצפוי ולא מהווה איום.   

אחת מהתכונות האמורות לאפיין שפיות היא חשיבה "הגיונות" ועקבית המאפשרת שיקול דעת וקבלת החלטות המקדמות מימוש עצמי יצירתי עם הסביבה. זאת אומרת אדם נורמטיבי אמור לייצר משהו בעל ארך לסביבתו ולקבל על כך תמורה הולמת המאפשרת פרנסה. כשלאדם אין שום מגבלה פיזית הניראת לעין אך אינו מסיגל לפרנס את עצמו ואינו עוסק ברכישת מקצוע או הקמת עסק, כשכולו עסוק בפנימיות של עצמו והוא חווה חוויות רגשיות ונפשיות ושכליות "לא הגיוניות" מנקודת המבט של קרוביו, סביבתו האנושית ואנשי מקצוע, יש להניח כי יכנו אותו בתוית של שם מחלה. כנוי השייך לסוגים הרבים של מחלות נפש. ידביקו עליו תוית של שם מחלה מכול סוגי החולי הרבים שמפרנסים פסיכיאטרים, פסיכולוגים, עובדים סוציאלים, אנשי חינוך ושאר אנשי המקצוע העוסקים בניסיון לשקם חולים שכאילו. מן הקל אל הכבד, יש הרבה חולי נפש היום הזקוקים לשיחות נפש משקמות, טיפול תרופתי, אשפוז ארעי ואף אשפוז כפוי לאורך זמן רב, לפעמים כל החיים.

היום מקובל לחשוב כי כל התנהגויות האדם נובעות מחילוף החומרים הכימים במוח וכשיש חוסר איזון בתהליכים ביו-כימים במוח, ישנן הפרעות נפשיות כביטוי לכך. דיכאון, דו-קוטביות, סכיזופרניה על סוגיו השונים ומשונים, כל סוגי הפסיכוזה ויש רבים, התמכרויות על כל סוגיהם, אוטיזם על כל תווך ביטויו ופיגור שכלי, הכל נובע מחריגות במבנה ובחילוף החומרים של המוח. עובדה היא כי צריכת חומרים כגון אלקוהול, סמים וטבק משנים את האיזון הכימי במוח באופן שבא לידי ביטוי בתווך התנהגויות רחב. מהתמכרויות הרסניות המובילות לעתים קרובות לפשיעה והרס עצמי ועד הגברת היצירתיות, ריפוי נפשי מטראומה וחוויות רוחניות מרהיבות ומרחיבות תודעה. אין ספק כי התודעה מושפעת מכימיקלים במוח גם לטובה וגם להרעה של המצב הנפשי. יחד עם זאת, אם כל הידע המצטבר על יחסי הגומלין בין כימיקלים במוח ומצבי תודעה, אין עדיין שום הסבר מדעי מתקבל על הדעת, לעצם סיבת  היווצרות התודעה האנושית על כלל סגולותיה המופלאים. 

אף אחד לא יודע להסביר  איך או למה כימיקלים וחשמל ויחסי הגומלין ביניהם, יוצרים צבעים צלילים וריחות, טעמים, תחושות, רגשות ומחשבות. יש אשר יסבירו כי יש אלהים בורא עולם מטעמיו, והעולם עלום סוד ביסודו, סוד אשר לעולם יהיה מעבר לבינתו של האדם. ויש אומרים כי אין אלהים ולבסוף המדע יחסוף הכל. בין אילו שלא מאמינים בקיומו של אל בורא עולם, יש רבים ומכובדים שחושבים כי עצם האמונה באלהים נובעת מניסון לפטור בעיה נפשית של חרדה קיומית בעולם חסר תכלית. אילו רואים באמונה עצמה ביטוי של חוסר יכולת להתמודד עם המציאות שהם רק יכולים להאמין בה. הם מאמינים כי ליקום אין תכלית ומקומו של האדם ביקום הוא תוצאה של מקריות. מכייון שמקריות סתמית  ואקראיות אלימה מאיימות על השקט הנפשי, האדם ממציא מיתוסים על כוחות אל שמנהלים את העולם וכך נותנים משמעות וסיבתיות לכל, וכך האדם מרגיע את עצמו. 

 האמונה הזאת של מדענים רבים פוסלת את התנ"ך כיצירה אלוהית, כמובן. יתרה מזו, התנ"ך מלא באנשים חולי נפש, "משוגעים" לפי הקריטיריונים של היום. אנשים ששמעו קולות מבפנים ומבחוץ, ראו חזיונות והזיות, אנשים שלעתים התימרו לדעת את העתיד או מה קורה בליבם של אחרים, אנשים שלעתים היו חסרי בית ונזקקו לסעד ותמיכת נדיבים, אנשים שהלכו ערומים ויחפים ו"התנבאו" על אסונות קרובים ורחוקים ואחרית הימים. 

מעניין איך יכולים סיפורים על משוגעים וחולי נפש שכאילו להתקבץ יחד ליצירת המופת של כל הזמנים? בכל ההיסטוריה של המין האנושי, הדברים והמעשים של חולי הנפש שבסיפורי התנ"ך, הם בעלי כוח השפעה על התודעה האנושית מעבר לכל יצירה תרבותית או אמנות אחרת. השפעת התנ"ך היא אשר מחוללת את ההיסטוריה והתרבות של העולם המערבי והמזרח התיכון, מזה אלפיים שנה וזאת באופן שרק הולך וגובר.  ללא תנ"ך אין נוצרות ולא איסלם. כיהודים דוברי עברית בארץ ישראל, איפה היינו ללא התנ"ך? ניראה שאנשים שנתפסו כחולי נפש ומשוגעים גם בזמנם, תרמו לנו לחיים היום משמעות ותכלית שהמדע לא מסוגל מטבעו לספק.

זה לא יהיה הגון או נכון להתעלם מחכמי הגוים באשר למחוללי התרבויות המערביות. אין ספק כי לפילוסופיה מקום מכובד, גם אם משני לתנ"ך, ביצירת התרבות של עולמינו היום. מי שנחשב אצל רבים לאבי הפילוסופיה המערבית הינו סוקרטס.  הוא היה מורו של אפלטון שהיה מורו של אריסטו שהיה מורו של אלקסנדר הגדול, המפיץ הגדול של הפילוסופיה והתרבות היוונית. סוקרטס היה איש תמהוני שחי בעוני על גבול חסר בית. הוא לא החליף בגדים ולא התרחץ הרבה. במלחמות יוון הוא היה גיבור חיל אך נמנע מלנצל זאת לקידום עצמי.  בדומה לנביאי ישראל, כל מה שהוא רצה לעשות זה לשוחח על מה אלהים רוצה מבני אדם. הוא לא לקח כסף מתלמידיו וכמעט ולא דאג לעצמו משום בחינה של העולם החומרי. לסוקרטס היה "מלאך" אשר הדריך אותו בקול פנימי איך להתנהג ובעיקר מה לא לעשות. קול שרק סוקרטס שמע. סוקרטס בעצמו הגדיר את מצב תודעתו כ"שיגעון אלהי", סוג של טירוף הדעת שהינו מתנת אלהים ושנותן השראה לשירה, אהבה, ופילוסופיה. אין ספק שהיום היו אומרים עליו משוגע וחולה נפש. אמר סוקרטס ""כל מי שאי פעם בנה גן עדן חדש, שאב את הכוחות לכך מהגהנום האישי שלו."

כך שהעולם המערבי וערבי (גם מוחמד נחשב בזמנו למשוגע ששומע קולות) רווי למכביר במשמעות, אמנות, תכלית וחכמה, בזכות  אנשים משוגעים וחולי נפש אשר תרומתם לא יסולא בפז. אל תתבייש להיות חולה נפש, אלא תנסה להפיק מכך משמעות ותכלית, אהבה, שירה, אמנות ופילוסופיה. זוהי נחלתם של רבים וטובים!

Conflation, Confabulation, The Coming Conflagration

Let me put it this way. 

Some people know they think. They might not know everything or all of what they think, but some part of whatever they think, they are thinking now and know as much. At any given moment, they know that they are having thoughts. They might now know why they are having the thoughts they have, but they know and can give witness to having thoughts of various kinds and duration. Now just because you know you have thoughts doesn't mean you believe these thoughts to be facts. 

There is a great difference between knowing you think and thinking you know. Conflation between these two attributes of the mind, inevitably leads to confabulation. People talk endlessly and try to define the differences between knowledge and belief, fact and opinion, truth and delusional wishful thinking. This is made even more complicated because there are no universally accepted, clear cut, agreed upon definitions for these fundamentally essential concepts. 

To make things even more complicated than this, people's memories are subject to different degrees of psychiatric confabulation, where they remember things that never happened the way remembered. People also deny their own memories, hide them from the conscious mind, and then fill in the gaps with self serving delusional thoughts believed and presented as facts. All this for peace of mind.

To defend and maintain the all important sense of integrity without which we can have no peace of mind, people forget or deny being victimized by nature being itself, which is often offensively out of our control, as in disease or natural disasters. People sometimes forget or deny being victimized by authoritative others who seek to control us against our natures. We then have thoughts which are delusional and self serving, that these authorities are actually acting in our best interests. This gives us a very myopic peace of mind. It seems to me, most people value peace of mind above all else. 

I disagree. There is no greater wealth in this world than The Conscious Knowledge of God!

People deny information they encounter when it is called "fact" and yet goes against their valued beliefs, particularly when these beliefs are believed to be truth. Without a good and obvious self serving reason, why would anyone ever give up their sacred beliefs of what is knowledge of truth in their own thoughts, for new or different or opposing ideas, that don't bring about increased peace of mind? To convince anyone of anything - is to make them believe that saying to themselves certain beliefs are truthful facts, will eventually bring them increased peace of mind. 

 

Why believe this building is obviously being exploded from within?

The fact is, you have a thought and whether that thought is a fact or not is a matter of belief. Memory is the linear temporal accumulation of subjective experiences stored as symbols that are meant to represent facts. The only immutable fact that exists is the knowledge of perception, the witnessing of sensations that represent our experience of some greater reality. That greater reality which surrounds us being the presumed context of our own knowledge of self, in whatever context we believe ourselves to be in.

If you don't know what all these pictures have in common, you should find out!

Simply put, all perception and sensation is that of symbols because perceptions and sensations can only represent what is really going on, in and around us.

That which represents something else is a symbol.

Our minds have a very thin and vulnerable narrow string of self determined facts, from the moment our nervous systems begins to register and store sensations as memory, until the present moment. Around this storage and filing system of facts stored as symbols, is a dynamic matrix of symbolic beliefs.  


Our minds are full of nothing but symbols, just as our brain is full of nothing but chemicals. The symbols are kept in dynamic and elaborate, sophisticated cross referenced relationships, all within fluctuating contexts that greatly influence the meaning and value of all the content. The mind grows in elaboration and sophistication, ever seeking a comprehensive all encompassing integrity of what it contains. 

Why a picture of Magic Mushrooms representing Mind Expansion? Take some and find out!

In other words, some people know they think but conflate this with thinking they know what they can only believe to be true.

And this inevitably leads to a mental conflation of things that are different becoming the same. This for the sake of achieving, defending and maintaining what must eventually become a deteriorating even if peaceful, state of mind.

Conflation means diminished differentiation and discretion, which leads to ignorance and foolish stupidity. As differentiation modified by an ability to recognize similarities is the essence of intelligence, and life enhancing intelligence is wisdom, mental peace seeking conflation is stupid and foolish. We do exist in a context of potentially violent conflagrations with both nature and between members of mankind. Becoming more stupid by conflating our beliefs and opinions with the simple and nominal first hand witnessing of our own experiences ( these being our only real facts), by confusing knowledge with belief, by mistaking faith for truth, we inevitably go to war with each other in a maelstrom of conflated thinking. The wisdom of nature has many kinds of heat and fire to reduce conflated fabrication back into the most essential differentiated elements. 

Let's define knowledge from here on out, as only the consciousness of what exists in our own minds. Everything else is belief wrapped around with opinions, held onto with various degrees of certainty and often presented as infallible truth.

Lets know that we think and also recognize that we often think we know -what we don't and what we can't. Let's all recognize that our minds are full of symbols that don't always represent what is really going on, in and around us. Let's recognize that even our memories can be modified and embellished to maintain peace of mind.

Let's know that we think a lot about what we have no way of knowing, unless we define "knowing" as believing with complete certainty.

And thus conflate knowledge with faith. 1111
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September 29th, 2017

A Catastrophic Tragedy. Maybe Not!

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Jonathan Michael Robbins

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יונתן מיכאל רבינס

The Future Coming Will Change You!

The future is coming from just beyond the event horizon,
where lands are still sleeping and darkness covers the different worlds.
Do you and I have the same world in our minds? Do you have the same world in your mind as an Australian Aborigine? As a convict on death row? 

Witness what happens, every full moon.

People are dreaming together a vast conspiracy, a web of deceit has been designed.
It fills the eyes and ears and revolves with oscillating currents of electricity, shot  directly into the brain. All calculated  to ensnare vast numbers of sleepers with logarithms, dynamic architectures which reward mental integration into venal complacence and instigate fearful compliance with corrupt political agendas.

 "Eat and drink and make merry! Live in debt and pay all your bills, your mortgage and taxes and if you feel bad, why just take these pills!" because your days are numbered, you are surrounded by disease, terrorism, depravity and corruption, the forests are being burned away, forest animals are going extinct, millions and millions die from air pollution, hundreds of millions live without electricity or sewerage, countless children have no schools to go to and corporations get away with mass murder, mass lethal poisoning, mass grand larceny, mass corruption of the human heart with venality and mass corruption of the mind by teaching chaos is the creator of order.

He said this a long time ago. What has actually happened since then?

Things are getting far worse, far faster than they are getting better.

This is not something anyone wants to believe.  But it is true.

Is this an imploding building or an exploding building?

The Banks are where all the money flows, eventually all cash comes home to a bank. If it doesn't, that's because it has become worthless.

The Banks hold everyone else by their golden balls. If your capital increases, it becomes too big a ball to be removed in cash without drawing attention. Deposits are like the fat fox in the vineyard. You accumulate deposits to earn free money, interest, but for this you have to stay in The Bank.  Large cash deposits awaken suspicions of money laundering.

The Black Market becomes ever more difficult to profit from, unless you have integrated your black market interests with political interests and you are protected from  financial law keeping authorities.

 Currency inflation is engineered into the financial markets so that one needs bank paid interest to maintain the value of one's currency accounts.

This web of rotting corruption in peoples minds causes a conflation of ideas, discernment is lost, moral authority is aborted by hypocrisy. People who begin to realize what is really going on, are presented with the fact that their every electronic communication has been, and is still, somewhere in storage, and is available for law enforcement perusal by authority of a  rubber stamp secret court.

Things are going to get a loss worse, very quickly, very soon.

 I can't say just how bad, but very bad. And for quite a long time, too.

I wish I had more encouraging news. I do, but it's not for everyone. It's for a very small minority, as a matter of fact, just for a select sacred few.
 
And I am hoping this means you, you who are reading my writing right now, know I am in your mind. In this moment, so do you.

"How do you do?

Whatever it is you do in your life, just how do you do it?

With great effort? Or does it come easy?

 Do you pray for things to happen a certain way and sometimes they do?

 Do you believe in yourself, some vision of the future and work hard to achieve it? Are you an aspiring artist going with the flow?

 What do you know for certain is true? Is everything at all, relative to who is looking, when and where and how and why? 

Why are you where you are right now? Where will you be next and what purpose does that serve?

Whose purpose do you serve?

Do you consider yourself to be free thinking? Free from what? Free to think what?"

The facts you think with, what makes you believe them to be true? Authorities? Why do you believe them? Do they have your best interests at heart? If so, why do you believe that?

Do you understand that you know very little and believe with certainty in things that aren't true?

The time has come for a great change of mind. It will happen whether you are happy with things as they are, or not.

The coming upheaval will have influence over every living creature on dry land as well as many in the sea.

One way you might notice yourself being called upon to fulfill a predestined duty of service to mankind's enlightenment, is the anomalous appearance of two, three and four digit sequences of numbers.

All these numbers have specific meanings as Biblical Phrases in The Hebrew Bible.